Hum

11:37pm - 11 March 2008 - 183 views -
Posted in: Daily

It’s been a while since the last post. It’s getting more difficult to find time to blog. Well I could, if I want to. But I write slow and I’d be depriving myself of the little time I have left in a day. On rare occasions when I do have spare time, I’d be thinking about quite a few things - but the thought of penning them down doesn’t cross my mind often. I’d very much prefer my innermost thoughts to be where they were meant to be - innermost. Unless I want you to know, or unless you have Sodium Pentathol, you’d have to pry it from my cold, dead hands.

It seems these days that I’m keeping more and more to myself, not that I do that intentionally. I can’t explain it, but the intention to share details is fading. I no longer have the passion to write, not that I had a lot of it before.

Things have changed and things will continue to change. I’m sure I have changed. For better or for worse I wouldn’t know for sure, and will probably not find out so soon. Ironically, the idea of being able to settle down after getting a job is so very wrong. I have more uncertainties, more liabilities right now than ever.

And it is only the beginning. I have asked myself, how hard could it be?

Apparently, quite.

I suppose you shouldn’t expect updates from me anytime soon.
I might even consider retiring from blogging.